I FOUND IT

i think i found it

it was my icon on last.fm

i THINK it's the same one...tbh it looks not right, so i don't know if i used some random other edit for my last.fm profile or whatever

but it'll have to do.


i wanted it as an icon for ao3, lol.

whaaaaaaaat

i can't find my old default icon :(

i mean, i had that old... this pendant one

but then i had another terribly cropped one (that doesn't help narrow it down) from the rolling stone photo and despite being a packrat i cannot for the life of me locate it!

am disappoint.

Nick Carter got married. That happened.